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A Glimmer In God's Eyes
Photos & Text By Douglas Herman
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3-30-7

"Empty your mind, be formless, shapeless - like water. If you put water in a cup it becomes the cup. You put water into a bottle it becomes the bottle. You put it into a teapot it becomes the teapot. Now, water can flow or it can crash. Be water, my friend." -Bruce Lee 1940-1973
 
God is a thunderhead, a dewdrop, a grass stem. And so am I. God is a snowdrift, a mountain stream, a salmon eye. And so am I. God is formless, shapeless, everywhere and nowhere. And so am I.
 
Men are like water, longing for the source, and like water, restless and calm. Ready to flow, wander, disappear, settle.
 
Dirty, we become pure the moment we rise above the earth. Polluted, we become clean when removed from the source of our poisons--or the poisons removed from us. When I die, the better part of me evaporates and becomes millions of water molecules in the sky. No matter what, or who, I was before: billionaire developer, postal worker, drug dealer, defense contractor, renowned doctor or sports star, I am now only steam rising--purified water--leaving the heavy metals and the money behind.
 
Then returning as a raindrop falling through the clouds, a particle of a rainbow, an ice crystal perhaps. Rising, falling, forever changing shapes.
 
We are all children of God. Literally, droplets of a deeper ocean, children of a liquid god. Dying and evaporating and reincarnating and being reborn again into another shape. God is in the water, and so are we.
 
"Moving, be like water. Still, be like a mirror," said Bruce Lee. "If there is a God, he is within."
 
Years ago, we young Catholics were taught that the invisible God takes three forms, as the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost. Later the church fathers changed ghost to Holy Spirit, so as not to scare little kids. Few cared then; we didn't give much thought to God, unless required in class. God was somewhere in the sky and Jesus was dead and reportedly risen. Who knew where the Holy Ghost---spirit--lived.
 
God was supposed to be stern but fair. God would listen to our human prayers, we were told, and then through some sort of conductivity, which neither priests nor nuns could explain or demonstrate, would grant or deny our request. And that was the God of Christianity, as taught to the young.
 
Formless, shapeless, mysterious.
 
All religions sanctify water. Most have a water spirit, goddess or deity. But I believe it is water that purifies religion, not the other way around. I mean, Jesus preferred to meditate around a lake, river or stream to being around men. How many times did Jesus mention water in a positive light and how many times did he mention men in a positive light?
 
If God is the ocean (deep, mysterious, powerful) what is an ice berg? If Jesus and the saints are like refreshing rivers, what is a snowstorm? What is the blinding fog, that baffles mariners and endangers motorists? What is an aquifer, freshet, waterfall or rainstorm? Over the years water, not money, mesmerized me.
 
 
Does the ocean hear the raindrop? Does a leaf beseech a tree for more water? Can a snowflake speak to the sky? Maybe they can and do. Water is magic and may have a voice we mere fools cannot even hear.
 
For example: Now we see a calm lake reflecting the sky and surrounding landscape. And somehow that stillness, that loveliness calms our inner storms. Especially if we are alone. Why should that image, of a reflected lake, fill us with serenity (however unsettled), no mater what our religion, or where we came from or where we're going? Is God the lake or the sky--or only the reflection in our liquid eye? Can a mere mortal comprehend God? Does a raindrop comprehend the river that carries it to the sea? No, you say? Then why is it we sense the greater part of ourselves to which we belong?
 
To which we long?
 
Every summer that I've stood on the deck of a fishing boat in Alaska, I've seen an aura around my head at midday. No angel wings or halo however--I'm not that saintly. Fissures of light on the water, instead, weaving from my silhouette. Never been able to explain it. Maybe it is simply my body heat radiating from my form but I cannot duplicate the aura anywhere else on any other water under the same conditions. Maybe it is saltwater calling me home, calling the saline solution in me, letting me know I'm 'borrowed' from the ocean and will be back one day.
 
 
Water beguiles me, consoles me, refreshes me. I'm loneliest among a crowd, in a city, surrounded by streets and buildings. And yet I never feel alone or lonely when suddenly seeing water, even miles from the nearest human. That is how we all prefer to see water: in its purest form, far from humans.
 
Seeing and feeling the first raindrops, in the desert or the forest, smelling the earth greeting it, makes me happy. As I've gotten older I take the time to stand under the first falling rain, let a few drops soak into my skin. As an old girlfriend once said to me: 'You're not sugar; you won't melt.'
 
I've rarely had a bad day around water, except the two or three times when I've almost drowned. But maybe water was only playing rough, playfully. God giving me a good shake.
 
We quench our thirst with a sip of liquid God. At least that is how cool water feels to me on a hot day. We are all children of the same God. Literally, droplets of a deeper ocean, children of a liquid god. Christian, Muslim, Buddhist, Hindu, Jew. Dying and evaporating and reincarnating and being reborn again into another shape. God is in the water, and so are we.
 
 
Nowadays I only see God in the lakes, rivers and seas. God reveals himself to me, a simple creature composed of 72% water, whether in a spring storm or a single dewdrop on a fern or a foaming wave about to swamp my boat. The holiest of spirits reside in the trembling sky, thick with rain above the dry desert floor, or the creek bed flush with fresh water gladdening my heart. Now I know why many religions believe in water sprites and goddesses.
 
"Moving, be like water. Still, be like a mirror," Bruce Lee said. "If there is a God, he is within."
Longtime Alaska fisherman, recent novelist and essayist, Douglas Herman (pictured) writes for Rense regularly. He is at douglasherman7@yahoo.com


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